After a month of struggle and desperation to get the ball moving again, it's the little glimmers of hope that help me continue. I had another person today whom I haven't spoken to in years and reached out to this week say that they'd love to meet about planning. I'm so thankful to God for these moments. I feel like most of my time is spent in one long drawn out prayer of desperation, clinging to our Lord while doing all I can to do what He has asked me to do. And then the moments of hope enfuse my confidence in Him and the habits given me to do.
Thank you! May I continue to persevere in this time of dryness, resting under Your wings as often as I can.
Monday, July 9, 2012
It's been a while since I've written here, and what better way to get back into it than through prayer... Lord, teach me Your ways and how to walk the path You've laid out for us. Make me to know and remember that it is You who provides for us, it is You who gives strength, it is You we serve. May we become little so you can reign in our lives. Provide for us as You have promised; may we rely on you fully and yet work hard to plow the fields You've allotted us. May we not forget You or the great work that You have provided us. Bless us as we seek to do the best we can with what You've given. Amen.